sat nov 14
hello world!
it's nice to be inspired. i have been thinking a lot about agency within the body since starting 'Ugly Feelings' by Dianne Ngai. I would like to build myself into a body that takes decisions and swims. I certainly have ugly feelings and I manage them only with swallowing inaction. for so long I have been slightly contorted, slightly uncomfortable, sponge-like and sopping with things I felt I did not choose! I want a breathable life. little things build, I have been sitting in the common areas more, I would like to impose myself into the city and the world. at this point it feels like a global imposition to go on a run. this is what a side walk is for. this is what the world is for. perhaps this is me using my lungs a little bit.
